Saturday, November 17, 2012

A WORD OF CAUTION TO ALL HEART PATIENTS OUT THERE

These past few days, I did something stupid. By doing that, I scared my family half to death. Now I feel guilty, I even go out of my way to take care of my mom myself, like she's been doing it always, but especially in the last few days, when she was so scared and she couldn't even eat because of that. 


So in short, this is what happened: as some of my friends know, I am a heart patient. I had two surgeries, one of them was open heart. Being a heart patient, I must follow a certain lifestyle and a low sodium diet. Sodium was the culprit for my state these days, or I should say I was to blame, not the sodium itself. 

So: If I eat salt, liquid builds up inside my abdomen. around my organs & especially my liver. The liver can also become enlarged; this means I get what doctors call ascites, a symptom liver patients get. It's not pleasant, at all!!

I got overzealous and eliminated all sodium in my diet: no salt food, no salt bread. I want to make myself clear: no salt  AT ALL!! Now a good doctor will tell you the human body needs sodium to function. We simply CANNOT eliminate all salt in our diet, we will upset a very delicate and important balance in our bodies. The medical term is electrolyte balance. Upsetting this balance can lead to various situations. One of them is hyponatremia, meaning a too low level of sodium in the human body. Symptoms of hyponatremia include nausea and vomiting, headache, confusion, lethargy, fatigue, appetite loss, restlessness and irritability, muscle weakness, spasms, or cramps, seizures, and decreased consciousness or coma. 

I had various of the symptoms. Except for seizures and the following ones, thank God! I had a deviant behaviour, I'm even ashamed to confess some of it. This got my mom really scared, along with my sister. I ended up in the ER, obviously. They took me to a psychiatrist, that stupid doc didn't even look at me. He said I was under the influence of drugs, that I was high. Idiot! Another one scratched the soles of my feet with a needle. Needless and ouchy. Infectious diseases specialist, duh! Then I was taken to the ICU, there they finally learned I had hyponatremia. They had me under iv with saline solution and sedated. When I was a little better, I was sent inside the Arges County Hospital, Here an internist took my case. I would really like to thank her: She is Violeta Marinescu MD. She is the one who brought me back from madness Ha-ha! So thank you, Doc!

So the lesson for me, and my word of caution for all people following a low sodium diet out there, is this: DO NOT eliminate all sodium from your diet!! Don't be stupid like me, you can endanger your sanity, your health, and eventually your life!!!

Monday, June 25, 2012

Moon Envy

           



             She was immensely jealous of her sister. Her sibling was stunning; her sheer blue skin, her billions of buzzing children. Next to her, she was barren, cold and ugly.

She watched them fascinated, always, until they came to her. She was happy but...

what are they doing? No! They’re hurting her, poking, drilling into her flesh. She endured the pain, imagining how it must feel for her big sis to be poked and drained constantly, in the deafening noise of billions of voices and foot steps. It was crushing, and she starts to feel the anger swelling inside her till she cries out, bursting violently with the same power she used to have when she was a young, burning child. She threw them all into the void, punishing them for their insolence!

And she cried for her sister...




Wednesday, May 9, 2012

TEN






Too kind
How unforgivenly fair!

Two soft, noble beats
So stunningly vivid, brilliantly intense
Bearing the relentless
Burden of ages, of loss
Of change.

Love thy weakness 
for human nature
Holding...

Holding in TIME!




Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Night Time

What is it that attracts me to you?
When night time comes
With creeping sounds and velvet winds,
I wait in the shadows
And crave for nutmeg flavors.
Cannot resist thy lavishness
Cannot deter my desire
Pulling like a magnet
Overwhelming, perilous, you!

Friday, August 26, 2011

Waiting For Me



Staring at the sky
Light invading me
Darkness absorbing me
At once...

Me, chained in my senses,
connected to Pain;
to Love;
to Hate;
to Delight and Joy.
They are filling me....
and choking me.
Forcing me to give in,

But I won't!
YOU ARE WAITING FOR ME!


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Thursday, January 20, 2011

Flow



Ethereal crystals blending in
With scented skin.

Soothing, crisp drops
Fresh running down your back.
Flowing through...kissing you
Pure water..me!!




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Sunday, December 19, 2010

Bliss



Frosted clouds and fleeting snows
Weak in front of you.
I'm watching you helpless
You laugh
I slip and you catch me.

My waist...your hands
My lips...your breath
Liquid...invading me,
Hot chocolate...burning chili
Cinnamon...intoxicating my senses
Your essence...my bliss!



Sunday, December 12, 2010

Bewitched



Whisper in the winds
To round up your wings,
Set my heart on fire
Burn shades of dun blinds...

Calling you, Moon!
Blow you, sweet Earth!
Channel you, Light!
Raining you, Oceans!
Pouring you, stars!

Chanting my spell,
Make the world fall asleep,
Forget all, forget about us,
As we're creating life, my beloved!






Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Embrace



Hearts beating,
So close together.
Your hands breathing me...
I'm drowned in your embrace,
Surrounded...surrendered,
Through time, 
I'm yours.




Friday, December 3, 2010

Magnet



I'm stunned...

The scent of wine,
The voice of velvet,
Deep, warming inside,
Pulls me closer,
To hear that sound,
To drink it...breathe it
It's flowing through me,
It controls me,
I forget myself...
And before I know it

You are within,
Welcome!


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Sunday, November 28, 2010

Heal Me!

 

Darkness moved inside me.

I'm cold...

Touch of your hands,
Let your rays caress me,
Banish the dark shade of the light,
Pull me inside you,
Douse me in your tenderness,

Fill me,

Heal me!



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Thursday, November 25, 2010

Magic




I lose my grip,
I lose my mind,
Can't fight the desire...
Touch...his lips
Hold my breath, sip the light,

Enchanted by the power
Of the magic smile.



Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Come



The sky is heavy
And all the clouds are dressing it in black.

Delicate icy needles are flying in the air,
Joining the chilling whistle of the high wind.

It's coming, relentless, careless, unforgiving...
Keeping you from me,
Blowing it's frosty breath in your face
Throwing frozen crystals of ice in your path...

I pray your fire and mine turn it all into water,
I pray the flames in our hearts heat the snow
And winter allows us to meet this night,
In the middle of the blizzard,
Under her maiden protective heart.

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Happy...and stupid :p



Starting this week, Tuesdays and Thrursdays, I'm going to watch Odyssey 5 again. I absolutely love Christopher Gorham (can you tell? LOL) and I haven't seen this show in a really long time. I've seen almost everything he's been in, on and off for the past years, but only seen Odyssey 5 once. I don't even remember what is about. Ok, kidding, I do remember what is about, but pretty much all the details are hazy. So I can't wait to see it again. The only thing I'm sorry about is that I had no idea AXN Sci Fi was showing it again, so I've missed so many episodes. Damn! As a Twitter hashtag says, #slapyourself Crys! LOL

If you love a good sci-fi, you really need to watch this show. If you're in Romania, catch it on AXN Sci Fi Tuesday and Thursday. Enjoy! I know I will!

PS: Blogger you suck for not allowing multiple posts on other pages than the Home page, booo! That's not nice!

Friday, November 19, 2010

Calling




Out of the winds of the sea,
Along with the mist and the waves,
Here comes a creature of heavens...
Her skin is as fair as the marble,
Her eyes are alive in the dark.
Her watery lips whisper songs,
The curls in her hair hide the world.

She rides on the tides of the sea,
She glides along coasts and follows the boats,
She flies in the night in our dreams
And she drips pearls of sky in our eyes. 

She softly caresses our souls,
She gives us her ardor and peace,
She watches the children asleep,
She blesses the couples with love.

The morning falls on her face,
She smiles and returns in her heart.

She travels back to the shores
And she melts in the mist and the breeze,
Leaving behind magic dust,
And whispers and giggles and laughter.

She knows we don't know,
She hopes we will know,
She'll guide us to the source,
She'll teach us the way of the soul.
She only follows her calling,
For she is the Muse of us all.

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Saturday, November 13, 2010

The Sun


I'm floating in nothingness
Longing for the sunlight.
It's dark, and cold, 
And I'm trying to reach him...
His Shadow feels corporeal, 
I can sense it on my heart, 
Inside him, real, alive, tormenting,
Fighting to defeat the light.

I'm sinking into him,
Drinking in his dazzle, 
Absorbing his heat, 
I overtake the Shadow, touching it
Blowing my soft breeze into it,
Dissipating it...

Till he finally turns to me, 
Incandescent, healing, shining and smiling.
The Shadow is gone!

He is the Sun,

I am his Gaia!

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Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Apparition



Late walking in the silent darkness
Feeling chills on my body
Is there someone behind me?

A swift caress on my hair
Should I turn around?
My steps trembling
The air is alive, breathing, whispering...

Surrounding me from everywhere
Fear growing in my heart
Pounding, shouting:

RUN!!
Soft sough holding me back...
I can't run!
I stop walking
Gentle breath enfolding me
Frosty, tender, slipping under my clothes
My skin seems cast in stone
Scorched and icy,
Quivering and waiting...

I catch a glimpse of two sparkling eyes
So close to my frightened cheek

A spectre...

Blue sigh in my ears
A lingering scent of sweet moss
Misty savor on my shivering lips...

I've been kissed by an apparition!

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Rain




Skin and my fingertips
fresh...
Rime blending in our warmth
Misty twinkles on brown waves of hair

Your shimmering eyes
I'm sinking and flying

Drinking raindrops of smooth, burning lips
...I'm slipping

Don't let go!

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Always You

There's someone close to you
Now a fairy,
Next a man, 
Then a moon...and another..and another...

They all absorb your presence
They're drawn to your light
You infuse their minds
You fill their hearts with delight

They need your touch on their souls
They long your energy to fuel their spirit
You are their morning sun, warm and giving

You are all that to them, and I can see you don't even know it!

I wish I could travel from body to body
To dwell in each and every one of them

Always close to you
Always embraced by you
Always merged with you

Sunday, August 1, 2010

The World...Every Day Smaller

I'm sure that if you're reading this blog entry you're basically just like me: spend a considerable amount of time on line, communicate with people in your life on a daily basis ...wait, what am I saying? You can do that even more often, with the help of the small device we all seem to love: our mobile phone, or simply via Internet, in an e-mail, on Facebook or Twitter and other social networks, and on top of that you can take the internet on the go, you don't just talk on that phone, you use it to stay on line. It's overwhelming how the world is getting smaller and smaller and we let ourselves carried away with it.

We take for granted our phones, our computers, the internet...we forget how it all started. We need it, I admit, and we went so far with it! Maybe too far?? Not so long  ago, in terms of history, a letter was the only way we could contact people that lived in another city, country, or even in our neighborhood. And when we sent a letter in another country, we'd have to wait for weeks for an answer. Today, we'd "freak out" if we had to wait for so long to hear from someone.

And to think it all started with the thin can telephone :) or "the lover's telephone", going through the electrical telegraph and finally to the telephone. I'm sure we all remember images like this :





or maybe this switchboard in an old movie:


And of course the old soon to be extinct all over the world pay phone:


Can you remember those times? Or do you need to ask your mother, father, grandmother or grandfather? I live still with pay phones around, but even those don't use coins like it used to be, they use cards. 

I'm excited to see where we're going with all this, split second communication... Are you? Should we jump into it head first? What do you think?